Venting Sesh

New beginnings

2019 was not a joke. I feel like I went through many battles and I’m left feeling drained and beaten. I actually think that’s an understatement but I’ll contain my dramatic ways. Unfortunately, like many out there, stress and I have a very close relationship. This year, I’ve somehow mastered suppressing acute stress which has been amazing but ultimately manifested in other ways.

It wasn’t until August when I realized that I had been doing such a great job avoiding stress because a hyperpigmentation rash appeared on my legs. I’m also sure that the constant underlying stress has contributed to heightened Adeno pain that I avoided. I overworked myself, I constantly put other people before myself, I missed many doctor appointments, and I even forgot to wish a few people Happy Birthday. I stopped taking care of myself this year and it shows. However, I’m very excited for 2020 because lifestyle changes are coming, mpf will expand, and hopefully more doctors and health professionals will start talking about Adenomyosis, not just Endometriosis.

My overall energy reading for 2020 is Death. This card is probably the most feared and misunderstood out of the entire deck but I love that shit. This card represents transformation and implies an increase in self-awareness. It indicates that you’re entering a period of love and positivity while leaving behind the bad. This is one of the most beautiful cards that one could receive in a reading. I don’t always like change but I do adapt every time and I am beyond ready for my blessings in 2020. Thank you for the support.

Happy New Year and be good to yourself 💫